La Idea de Irme

It wasn't sudden, it was slow
Like a crack in the wall
It started as a question
No one wanted to answer

Same streets, same schedule
The same voices as they passed by
And something about her chest that doesn't fit
When I imagine staying longer

It's not that this place is too small for me
It's just that I'm not the same anymore
Something is pushing me from within
Even if I don't know where I'm going

The idea of leaving doesn't bother me
But it won't let me sleep
It's not running away, nor is it forgetting
It's about learning to follow

The idea of leaving comes to me on its own
When the day begins to fall
I'm not leaving because I don't want to
I'm leaving because I want to believe

People say everything passes
As if it were so normal
But some dreams don't wait
And they get tired of playing

I've always looked at the sky
From the exact same angle
And I'm starting to think that maybe
The world is bigger than this painting

There is no betrayal in taking a step
Nor is it a sin to move forward
Sometimes staying still
It's another way of abandoning

The idea of leaving doesn't bother me
But it won't let me sleep
It's not running away, nor is it forgetting
It's about learning to follow

The idea of leaving comes to me on its own
When the day begins to fall
I'm not leaving because I don't want to
I'm leaving because I want to believe

If I ever miss everything
Perhaps it was because it was real
But to stay forever
It hurts in the end too

The idea of leaving no longer scares me
Now he begins to breathe
I don't know what's on the other side
But here it's not the same anymore

The idea of leaving is not a rejection
It is the beginning of understanding
Sometimes, to take care of what's ours
You have to dare to run