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I know I'm going to fall
And yet I still search for it
Again
Again

I said: No more
But your shadow calls to me
My hands are trembling
And my eyes lie

I'm sinking into the same thing
In the same shit
I realize
And I choose it again

And even though I know it hurts
Even though I know it pisses me off
My fucking head
She can't take this anymore

Fall again
Even if it breaks me inside
Although my mistakes
They see themselves in the mirror

Fall again
Even though I don't deserve anything
Although every fucking time
I feel emptier

Again
Again
Again

There are no promises
No amount of forgiveness will do
Just this wish
That drags me into the same pit

Your memory burns me
And yet I still search for it
There is no light
Only this vice that repeats itself

I know I'm going to screw up
And yet I approach
Increasingly
To the disaster I know

Fall again
Even if it breaks me inside
Although my mistakes
Scream in my reflection

Fall again
Even if there is no way out
Although every fucking time
I was left more alone

Falling again
And to hate myself again