La última vez

Why should I feel sorry?
If life makes me win and lose
Why should I hold back?
When I still have paths to explore
This is the last time
I value myself so little
I judge others like a fool
I mess up and can't learn again

The last time I lie to myself
Listening to the lament say I can't do it
Stuck in my empty room
Feeling like I wake up and want to sleep again
This is the last time
This is the last time

This is the last time
I take off but don’t fly
Watching the sky fall again
Lying on the ground, with nothing to do
This is the last time
I hold back a 'I love you'
Thinking about what I can't be
Without moving a muscle for fear of losing
This is the last time

That I sleep but don’t dream
That I feel so small
That I’ll own my stupidity again
This is the last time
I complain for no reason
I know my time won't wait
And I won't wait for it
This is the last time
I’ll be humiliated
I won’t let them
Stick that knife in

The last time I fall
And say I’m worthless
Always mad about something
Drowning my sorrows in a bar
The last time I don’t go out
Instead of living, I distract myself

The last time I don’t dance
Frozen in fear of failing
The last time I stress out
And scream my anger at those who lie to me
And pretend I should be one of those who should be quiet
I’m coming back to life, I don’t want to see
How time rots my dreams just like that
This is the last time, for real

This is the last time
I take off but don’t fly
Watching the sky fall again
Lying on the ground, with nothing to do
This is the last time
I hold back a 'I love you'
Thinking about what I can't be
Without moving a muscle for fear of losing
This is the last time

Why should I compare myself?
If someone else is happier, good for them
Why should I bleed out?
Fearing the future and hating the past
This is the last time