Vida

I'm crossing seas in search of answers
I'm asking life but it seems like it's not there
I want to know and understand why what I want tends to disappear
Why do I think of people who aren't coming back
Why do they treat me bad when I've treated them right

When will I get out of this
Feeling like I'm pushed aside, like I'm not like the rest
Knowing I have so much to offer but I'm paid back with attitudes I don't deserve
How do I get rid of this anxiety
I'm not honest with myself
I'm afraid to face the truth and how I might react
Knowing that I give my all and nothing seems to work
A song to set me free
I just want to be alone, for everything to get better and for nothing to matter
Since in reality
I can't carry more weight than I usually do

I'm crossing seas in search of answers
I'm asking life but it seems like it's not there
I want to know and understand why what I want tends to disappear
Why do I think of people who aren't coming back
Why do they treat me bad when I've treated them right