Querido Jack

Something I don't understand
Several unanswered questions
Amid screams and torment
I've already gotten tired of it
Because I no longer feel the same pleasure as before
I want to escape this place
And give up my crown

Darkness engulfs me like this
Like a pain that has no end
I know I can't run away
Of all the evil that is within me

But I cannot accept
Some people look at us like monsters
As terrible as we are
But somewhere
My heart longs to take me away
So that one day I can be free

But what if I can't control myself?
Who is going to be able to stop me?
There are sweets and children in the place
I don't want to hurt anyone
There is no monster as ferocious and terrifying as me
I am the great king here
I'm the one who brings terror here

Under this full Moon
I can walk
With my footprints in this snow
I need to find myself
Each curse being my sin
I no longer know who I am
On this trail of shadows
Smiles will fade
If you find me

But I cannot accept
Some people look at us like monsters
As terrible as we are
But somewhere
My heart longs to take me away
So that one day I can be free

Darkness engulfs me like this
Like a pain that has no end
I know I can't run away
Of all the evil that is within me