Camouflage

Cut the rules, hold back the moves
Heart's tank's full, warning's on a loop
My self-control's fading more and more
The sound of melting ice is ringing out
The harness tied to my feelings is loosening
Borderless, tonight it bursts, I let it out
I've always liked you, you know
Even now my ring finger's shining

Blah blah, oh I said it
Blah blah, what am I doing?
Excuses for drinking too much, if I wasn't drunk
It's booze + me
Blah blah, oh I pulled back
Blah blah, what am I doing?
Selfish 'I love you', damn, can't take it back

C'mon c'mon, the beast in disguise
Hello hello, the maze of hypocrisy
D'accord d'accord, camouflage
Lies that hide feelings are justice
C'mon c'mon, two-faced tongue juice
Hello hello, decorated rations
D'accord d'accord, camouflage
Deceptive love is a cursed journey

Living for someone else, is that real strength?
Suppressing feelings, no sympathy comes my way
Should I have hidden my true self? For life?
Is it a sin to say it? Damn, it's frustrating
I knew from the start it was impossible
The red light was on
Yeah, I was distracted by dreams
Couldn't take it to the grave
Hey, just burn my body down
Wrap my heart in smoke and ash
In the next life, I'll be reborn
So my sighs don't give me away, smoking
I have no regrets
If only I had that kind of strength

C'mon c'mon, the beast in disguise
Hello hello, the maze of hypocrisy
D'accord d'accord, camouflage
Lies that hide feelings are justice
C'mon c'mon, two-faced tongue juice
Hello hello, decorated rations
D'accord d'accord, camouflage
Deceptive love, alright, let's break up

C'mon c'mon, the pest of deceit
Hello hello, the desires that slipped out
D'accord d'accord, the mirage of expectations
A cage for my own insurance

C'mon c'mon, the hero in disguise
Hello hello, the rotten demands
D'accord d'accord, the mirage of expectations
The love was just a game

Living for someone else, is that real strength?
Suppressing feelings, no sympathy comes my way
Should I have hidden my true self? For life?
Is it a sin to say it? Damn, it's frustrating

Blah blah, oh I flew away
Blah blah, what was that?
You'd understand, right?
I just wanted you to accept me
Blah blah, oh I died
Blah blah, what was that?
Selfish 'I love you', damn, can't take it back.