Un Mensaje Tuyo
Miguel Angel Oroyo Perez
A Message From You
Yeah
Sometimes, all I want
It's a message from you
Even if it's just to say no more
Days passed, nights passed
And I'm still here looking at your stories
I think of you in silence, I no longer write to you
But in my head you are still with me
We were getting lost without realizing it
And you so calm while my soul bursts
I don't know if it was guilt, destiny or mistake
But it hurt more than saying goodbye
And even if pride tells me not to
Every now and then I check my cell phone
Just to see if the heat returns
Of your name shining as it vibrates
A message from you, and it changes my day
Even if it's cold, even if you didn't love me anymore
Just a line, a how are you
To calm this storm that won't go away
A message from you, and I get excited again
Even though I know I shouldn't, it affects me again
Because silence hurts more than the end
When you still haven't learned to stop loving
I swear I'm trying to keep going without looking
But everything leads me to that same place
Where you laughed at me, where you took care of me
And now not even the echo of your voice remains in my home
They say that time heals everything
But this wound is slow and dark
I'm not looking for you to come back, just closure
This story that I still find hard to let go of
And if one day you think of me too
Don't keep it, send it without defense
You don't know how much it could heal
See your name, just one more time
A message from you, and it changes my day
Even if it's cold, even if you didn't love me anymore
Just a line, a how are you
To calm this storm that won't go away
A message from you, and I get excited again
Even though I know I shouldn't, it affects me again
Because silence hurts more than the end
When you still haven't learned to stop loving
A message from you
Will not change what we were
But maybe, it will help me say goodbye