No Contesté

Yeah
I don't know why just today
When I had almost forgotten her

Today my ex wrote to me, and my whole soul was stirred
He said: How are you? In a calm tone
But I felt the storm that left was returning
I hadn't thought about her voice for weeks
And one message was enough to ruin my day
He spoke to me as if nothing happened, as if it didn't hurt
As if the past did not weigh on them both

And I, foolish, almost responded
I almost told her that I still named her
But I swallowed my desire
I remembered their lies and their dramas

Today my ex wrote to me, and my heart hesitated
But the firm head said: That's already happened
I won't fall again, I won't go back to that yesterday
Where I was the one who loved and she played to lose

My ex wrote to me today, and I almost responded
But I learned that you don't heal by going back to the bottom
It hurt to read it, but not more than getting lost
I'm not the same anymore, I learned to love myself

I remembered the days I cried for his goodbye
His cheap excuses, his false love
Now it comes with I miss you and I was stupid
But my dignity is no longer dismantled

I put the phone face down, breathed
I thought about all that I suffered for his love
And although deep down a part remembers her
I don't want to live in your war again

What you marked is not erased
But not all that glitters is healed
Today I understood that a message does not change
What time and pain have already taught with rage

Today my ex wrote to me, and my heart hesitated
But the firm head said: That's already happened
I won't fall again, I won't go back to that yesterday
Where I was the one who loved and she played to lose

My ex wrote to me today, and I almost responded
But I learned that you don't heal by going back to the bottom
It hurt to read it, but not more than getting lost
I'm not the same anymore, I learned to love myself

Today my ex wrote to me
But this time
It was me who didn't answer