Quizas

Maybe I won't feel alright
But I want to give it a shot
Get myself out of this place
And maybe I'll never see you again

I'll only be able to remember
Your laughter somewhere else
I think I've lost my way
I forgot who I am

Walking but half asleep
I don't know where I'm headed
Colors fade away
A part of me disappears

Hours feel like days, days feel like months
Months feel like years that I'm not happy
I wanted to sing a song
To help me meditate

I feel like my heart
Wants to cry
The passage of time hurts
But what I do with it hurts even more

My guitar, my loyal confidant
Says I'm gonna be okay
And maybe things won't work out for me
But I'm gonna try, get out of this place

Maybe I smile when they see me
Just to put on a show
That I don't feel that bad
And maybe I need to talk to God

To let out
What I struggle to release
I wanted to be my own best friend
But the mirror deceived me

Trying to be positive
When the truth is I'm not
At least I have my cat
Who keeps me company on sunny days

I wish I could be like him
Living life without a care
I really need some love
But from me to me

I feel like the painting of The Scream
I can't keep going like this
I wish I could go back one day
To the little land where I was born

Get lost in a mountain
Or be found dead in Choroní
Maybe things won't work out for me
But I'm gonna try, get out of this place