A Cura

I kept my bad luck
Under lock and key somewhere

I watched myself break
So many smiles to fake

I learned to say
I'm fine, and you?
Resilience becomes tiring

Hard to swallow
My past comes to choke me

But how do you shut up?
The voices haunting me
I'm trying
Search for the cure
But how is it to
From staying in the same place
I surrender
Oh, oh

My scar
If you look closely it says goodbye

I swear, I never wanted to
Victimize myself

But in this neon blue filter
Everything is fine, now the dark
Come, the forgiveness I seek

But how do you shut up?
The voices haunting me
I'm trying
Search for the cure
But how is it to
From staying in the same place
I surrender
Search for the cure

Vicious cycle
I keep going around in circles
And again
I don't find myself

Vicious cycle
I keep going around in circles
Round and round

Yeah
Yeah
Round, round, round

But how do you shut up?
The voices haunting me
I'm trying
Search for the cure
But how is it to
From staying in the same place
I surrender
Search for the cure

Vicious cycle
I keep going around in circles
And again
I don't find myself

Vicious cycle
I keep going around in circles
Round and round

Vicious cycle
I keep going around in circles
And again
I don't find myself

Vicious cycle
I keep going around in circles
Round and round