Me Sinto Perdido (Nossos Sentimentos)

If I said I'm fine, I would be lying
While I cry inside, my body is smiling
But it doesn't make sense, this life I carry
I try to make it right, but I destroy my ego

And even though my story seems to have worked out
I live in this dimension where I feel blind
But I walk anyway, crushing my mistakes
Where I no longer know if I live for myself

It seems like I'm lost in this dead-end world
Where the only option is a suicidal choice
Life, it's not always what we think
The more it seems right, the more we end up wrong

I saw people leaving and many of them I loved
And like a staircase, I'm climbing it for nothing
Sometimes I wonder if it's really worth it
To maintain sanity, to keep a serene life

In this injustice that life causes on our minds
The closer I get, the more nonexistent I become
Then I look at the footprints I left on the beach
And remember the good moments I've experienced

I thank my friends for being by my side
Even though you know about the monster sealed within me
I know I'm not wrong, it's the world that is
My sin is a drink and I will taste it

But understand the good side if I jump into a well
You would never suffer, you've wished me dead
No, of course not, because that's your wish
I'll live as long as I can and always by the side of truth

Love, love! A very strong word
So strong for someone, someone like me
Weak, debilitated, but I never gave up
The battle has only just begun and I will persist

So I look up to the sky, and ask God
Where is the happiness you promised me?
The rain falls to the ground and in the end I ask for forgiveness
Because it's not God's fault, and it never will be, brother!

I know, it's complicated to walk off the road
Especially if your road is taken away
A void will corrode and blur your vision
But in the end, know that I will lend you my hand

Breathe! Quiet! Just listen!
The breathing of your lungs, the air leaving your mouth
And be thankful in the end that you're still alive
You've been given another chance, so try to rise

It's hard to see people smiling happily
Without even understanding the battle in your mind
I'm on a tightrope between life and death
And which side I'll fall on, I can't be stronger

Looking at myself in the mirror, my past haunts me
Why did I do that? Maybe no one will understand
I'm just another closed book that no one will read
Not even I am risky enough to understand

And if I say I love you, will you stay with me?
Would you risk so much for someone unknown?
I think not, you don't deserve someone like that
I've made too many mistakes for you to live with me

Things are falling into place, my suffering eased
What's happening? Something must be wrong
I pick up the puzzle and start putting it together
And with tears on my face, I'm about to decipher it

Then I stop, realize what really happened
I was never wrong, the world corrupted me
Destroyed by the outcome, I'm joyfully crying
Because for the first time, I'm at peace with my mind