Que Deus Me Perdoe

If my closed soul
Could show,
And what I suffer in silence
Could tell,
Everyone would see
How wretched I am
How I pretend joy
How I cry while singing...
May God forgive me
If it's a crime or sin
But I am like this
And by avoiding fate,
I would flee from myself.
Singing loudly
And nothing hurts me
If it's a sin
To love fate
May God forgive me.
While I sing, I don't think
About how bad life is,
I don't even belong to myself,
Nor do I care about evil.
I come to want the truth
And to dream - a huge dream -
That everything is happiness
And there is no sadness.