Quase Sem Querer

I've been distracted
Impatient and indecisive
Still confused but now it's different
I'm so calm and so happy

How many chances I wasted
When what I wanted the most
Was to prove to everyone
That I didn't need to prove anything to anyone

I shattered myself into a thousand pieces for you to put back together
And I always wanted to find an explanation for what I felt
Like a fallen angel, I made sure to forget
That lying to oneself is always the worst lie

But I'm no longer a child
To know everything

I no longer worry if I don't know why
Sometimes what I see almost no one sees
I know you know almost without meaning
That I see the same as you

So correct and so beautiful
The infinite is truly one of the most beautiful Gods
I know I sometimes use repeated words
But what are the words that are never said?

They told me that you
Were crying
And that's when I realized
How much I want you

I no longer worry if I don't know why
Sometimes what I see almost no one sees
I know you know almost without meaning
That I see the same as you