A Mi Pesar
Margarita Rosa de Francisco
Against My Will
I love him so much against my will
Even if I were to be born again
I would have to love him again
Even if he were to kill me again
It's your image that I admire
So close to my desire
That if I look in the mirror
Instead of seeing myself, I see you
I lost half of my life
For a certain fatal pleasure
And I would give the other half
For another equal pleasure
The closer I feel you to me
The more I run away from you
Because your image is in me
Shadow of my thoughts
I love him so much against my will
Even if I were to be born again
I would have to love him again
Even if he were to kill me again
