SIN QUERER QUERIENDO

I realized I was made of glass
When I broke for you, literally
I felt the cold of metal in my chest
And you didn't even need to shoot

I say I control it
I end up at the afterparty
I act out
I don't want to admit that
Once I get in
There's no getting out of you
Make me forget you

Even if you wake up
All my troubles
After you
Nothing matters to me
I close the door and
Swallow the key
I force myself to forget you

And no matter how much I try
I can't even forget you
Why would I even try
When I already know the end
No matter how much I ask you
You keep making noise
I won't try again

I know forgetting you will be a waste of time
I keep thinking of you without wanting to
I know forgetting you will be a waste of time
I keep thinking of you without wanting to

Sit down if you're waiting for me
Even though I still love you, it's not what it was
You had me like a dog in a kennel
I'm tired of being tied to your side
So you figure it out

I was just a pastime for you
You were just the crowd at concerts for me
That girl I gave everything to
Is the same one who took it all away

You made me a part of your life
You left me out of your life
You took a part of me
And it breaks me just thinking of you

And I force myself to forget you
And I force myself to forget you

And no matter how much I try
I can't even forget you
Why would I even try
When I already know the end
No matter how much I ask you
You keep making noise
I won't try again

I know forgetting you will be a waste of time
I keep thinking of you without wanting to
I know forgetting you will be a waste of time
I keep thinking of you without wanting to

I realized I was made of glass
When I broke for you, literally
I felt the cold of metal in my chest
And you didn't even need to shoot