Tras Esa Puerta

It's been so long since I've walked this path without thinking
It's been so long and it's so little that you're not here
I confuse shyness with not wanting to bother or say please
And I dodge at every turn a mirage of your love

It's been so long, so long since there's been no one around here
I don't know if I left company in this world
I don't know if I've progressed or just walked in circles
I don't know if that body that fell was me when I died

Who will change the story
Of this violent stillness that names me
And can't take it anymore
What is behind its old glories
That is only time and refuge in the shadow
And can't take it anymore
I would give my best memories to arrive in you
And sleep in you

Behind those alcohol eyes
Behind those walls of skin
Behind that door of fear, I have seen a crazy heart calm down

As emotions and desires get confused
They have faded into something sad and not very new to play
While their absence made my heart bleed, and my soul
Has melted in its warmth.