Primer Amor

I found my favorite doll
The one I hugged right before sleep
And I don’t know, but it seems to shout at me
That I’ve been gone all this time, that I haven’t been around

I’ll tell you I’m not that different
Though now there are a lot of people who know everything about me
I thought that would be enough
Sorry, I forgot about you

And it was hard (it was hard), but I managed to understand

My first love, that’s always been me
Are you playing with my voice?
That sometimes gets it wrong
And sounds a bit broken

My first love, that I still am
After the fall, after the blackout
The world can see it
Whole, mine, and crazy

Mirror, mirror, tell me now
Who’s the prettiest one reflected in you?
I look at myself and thank you from now on
For never stopping to see the best in me

It was hard (it was hard), but I managed to understand

My first love, that’s always been me
Are you playing with my voice?
That sometimes gets it wrong
And sounds a bit broken

My first love, that I still am
After the fall, after the blackout
The world can see it
Whole, mine, and crazy

I let go of your hand, stopped playing
Playing at growing up, I stopped jumping
The years went by, I didn’t see you pass
Today I’ll look for you again

My first love
(My first love, that’s always been me)
(Are you playing with my voice?)
(That sometimes gets it wrong)
And sounds a bit broken

My first love, that I still am
After the fall, after the blackout
The world can see it
Whole, mine, and crazy