Decidí Callarme

I woke up with an idea in my mind
I don't know if I'm going to say what exactly
I feel and want without being affected by emotion
I hope knowing that you are listening to me does not affect me

During this time apart I couldn't stop thinking
In how well we had a good time, in that we never stopped
In the new things I have to tell you
In the new places we can visit

I started calling you
I took a deep breath before speaking to you

But I decided to keep quiet
Lay down and hold on
Getting used to it again
To sleep without you
And before two o'clock

Try not to get my hopes up
I'll be content with what I have
Smile and imagine me
I see you again
And nothing hurts again

I know that words are carried away by the wind
And I know that you are more about actions than behavior
I told you everything in the letter I left on the table
Today is Tuesday and your laughter resonates throughout my room

The anguish is about to kill me
And I don't want him to leave me alone
Because it's the only thing I have left of you

I want to know your plans for the week
I want to find you for a snack
I want to cry with you in silence
I want something serious so I can forget you

I want to do the things we had pending
I want to be included in your life
I want to tell you about my week
I want to try and not fail
I want to try and not fail

I tried to run away very fast, but he still caught me
I find it hard to believe that it is real and happened
We managed to wake up from the nightmare
But we could never return home