Melancolia (Saudade)

I wish that what we had could be like this
It would have been different
And that it wasn't a word puzzle
They've never said anything to me
So don't complain to me about anything
And if you find me and still love me
Tell me if everything that happened between the two of us
It's become your crazy obsessions
Joy of living, water against the wind
Melancholy fades away
What a beautiful thing, if you would return

How do you expect me to spend my whole life?
As if nothing happened, and what will become of me?
If I find a way to forget my whole life
How do you expect me to erase all evidence from myself?
As if it were so easy to get lost at sea
Store it in the sand
As if it were just any old thing
As if it were just any old thing

I wish that what we had could be like this
It would have been different