Shinigami-sama Ni Onegai

Ugly wings, unstable body, surely, this is what someone wished for
Today, the story has a new addition, and I become a monster

If it’s a game where whoever points their finger first wins
Then I guess I'm just wearing a sinner’s skin

White, twilight rays mocking me

I want to disappear, I want to disappear, wandering in a nightmare that won’t end
Mending, trying to be strong, my pulsating heart is already becoming a curse
I don’t want a life where I have to lie and wear the face of a villain
Take a swing of your sword and gut me, please

A frightening, hated appearance, they say, like it’s some kind of role-play logic
They say you can hear rumors from someone somewhere
Ugly looks, ruthless methods, apparently, that makes me an evil monster
I'll be avenged. It's the right thing to do, even if I didn't do anything

It won’t fade, it won’t fade, too deep to even be seen
Crawling, scraping my knees, wounds different from scabs keep growing
I'd rather have clean hands than an unnatural life
So with your proud justice, please destroy me

Biting his nails like a blameless man, he wears the ashes in secret
As if you could understand my feelings, as if God or Buddha ever existed
We hate each other, envy each other, resent each other
Saying whatever the hell we want
We expose each other, beat each other down, break each other

I want to disappear

Do I want to disappear?

I want to disappear, I want to disappear, wandering in a nightmare that won’t end
Mending, trying to be strong, my pulsating heart is already becoming a curse
I don’t want a life where I have to lie and wear the face of a villain
Kill me with one swing of your sword, please