Hitomodoki

Your fickle ways make me want to exit the days I wanted to laugh
Peeking through the distant ceiling

Pretenders, unable to laugh on these sentimental days
This is my life

More painful than a deep cut from a knife
Is the hole in my heart that opened unknowingly
I realized it, it must be a missed note
I knew it, no way

Unable to become who I am in the eyes of others
I ended up loving this world of sighs
I dream of a heart that beats with an undying dream
They call me a pretender

Increasing the things I can't tell anyone
Proof of my monopolized heart
Hey, understand me like this

Even if you cut me, it's fine, won't you sigh for me too?
Do you remember me?

Love, future, somewhere they mocked
Words that sound nice

No matter how much I pretend to be strong and sing
Tears overflow from my eyes with holes

I'm lonely
I've spent today to the point where it's unbearable
Dreaming of a gentle dream that makes me afraid to lose
They call me a pretender

Your fickle ways make me want to exit the days I wanted to laugh
Peeking through the distant ceiling
If only I could kick off like that junk
And set sail

Unable to become who I am in the eyes of others
I ended up loving this world of sighs
Unable to become a kind person, I ended up loving this life
Heart, oh heart, I wish you would just stop

They call me a pretender