Y lo se

How many times was I happy, very happy I don't know
How many times only sorrows I caused and I know
And to think that one day I heard it and I know
I would pay for all the harm I caused and I know

At this age I just understand
That loneliness, loneliness is not a good companion
And if one day someone truly loved me
I believe I paid and more for how my life is

Once I dreamed I was happy and I know
But everything ended, I dreamed and I know
Now old, I try to be happy, I don't know
By your side, I want to dream one last time and I know

At this age I just understand
That I can't live, I can die in this vile way
And if one day you truly loved
I want to dream one last time and I'll pay with my life
And I'll pay with my life
And I'll pay with my life