Tua Culpa em Mim

It wasn't just me who made a mistake, your silence screamed too loudly
Your empty promises
They taught me to lie without looking back
Your eyes judged my sins
But your mouth also cursed me
We danced together in the minefield
And we pretended that love still saved

What I did was for us, but you only point at me
I carry your guilt in my chest, as if the end were mine alone
You say I destroyed you, but you forget how much you hurt me
It was the war we chose to fight, and now we pretend we didn't see it

You hurt, I fought back
You ran away, I begged
Two wrongs hurting each other in a loop
And calling this home
I bled for your choices, and kept quiet so as not to hurt you
But you painted your version, and left me in the dock

Your guilt lives here
In the corners of my chest where it still hurts
In the anger that I swallowed
The times I wanted to go, but I was alone
And my fault is in you
In the eyes that still ask for forgiveness
We were poison and scar
Two lovers in self-destruction

Your fault in me
As if the fall were only mine
But we made mistakes together
And now you deny me
Your fault in me
Weighing more than my own mistake
I carry both sins
While you make yourself whole

Tell me who taught you to love like this, with a shout, with your door locked
With body present and soul absent, with affection that comes hurt
You broke me little by little, but I pushed you off the edge too
We were toxic, we were crazy, and we loved each other like no one else

The words you used still echo like a sentence
And I, trying to find a meaning, between love, pain and indifference
You know you also lied, broke promises, ran away from goodbye
But it's easier to make me a villain, and wipe your hands in my blood

You cried, I pretended
I screamed, you disappeared
We get used to pain
As if it were poetry
I bled for your choices, and kept quiet so as not to hurt you
But you painted your version, and left me in the dock

Your guilt lives here
In the corners of my chest where it still hurts
In the anger that I swallowed
The times I wanted to go, but I was alone
And my fault is in you
In the eyes that still ask for forgiveness
We were poison and scar
Two lovers in self-destruction

Your fault in me
As if the fall were only mine
But we made mistakes together
And now you deny me
Your fault in me
Weighing more than my own mistake
I carry both sins
While you make yourself whole

There is no villain, there is no hero
Just the two of us in a field alone
Throwing words like knives in the dark
Losing what we had most pure
And deep down, you know
That the weight is yours too
But it's easier to leave me
Sink alone into the beyond

Your guilt lives here
In the corners of my chest where it still hurts
In the anger that I swallowed
The times I wanted to go, but I was alone
And my fault is in you
In the eyes that still ask for forgiveness
We were poison and scar
Two lovers in self-destruction

Your fault in me
As if the fall were only mine
But we made mistakes together
And now you deny me
Your fault in me
Weighing more than my own mistake
I carry both sins
While you make yourself whole

Your guilt lives in me
And mine in you too
We were a storm and the end
No chance of us being nobody
Your guilt and mine, endless
Two broken mirrors on the floor
I still remember what we were
In the confusion of passion