Me Deixa Sangrar

I know I was wrong, I know I hurt you
But I refuse to deny what my chest says
I deserve the pain, I need this wound
Because only then do I see the truth that I hid from life
My regret does not erase what I did
But maybe suffering makes me happier
Let me feel the pain, let me drown
In the blood of my choices, to learn to find myself

I'm tired of pretending it's over, this pain that still screams in silence
Every step away from you is another hole inside my chest

Don't offer me forgiveness, don't make me forget
I need this pain, to understand who I am, to understand
That it's my fault, and no one can save me
Let me bleed, let the pain set me free
And you tell me to forget, but forgetting would be betrayal
Everything I felt, everything I lost

Let me bleed, let me feel the pain
It's the only way to face what I am
Don't give me advice, don't give me salvation
Let me bleed, until the end, until the last sensation
Let me bleed, I won't run away
I need this pain to finally redeem myself
I don't care how long it will last
I know that only then will I find myself

Let me bleed inside
Don't close that wound
She's all I have
Of what was once life
Let the longing flow
Like a tear in a veil
I prefer the pain of now
Than pretending it was heaven

The blood that flows is the price I pay
By the words I have spoken, by the deeds I bring
I don't deserve forgiveness, I don't deserve compassion
Only pain can teach me the true lesson
Let me fall, let me break
I need to feel, I need to hurt
Pain is the only thing that makes me see
Everything I've done and what I can still do wrong

Memories cut me slowly, like blades of a poorly healed love
And every laugh of yours in my memory, is sweet poison, it's all wrong

Don't offer me forgiveness, don't make me forget
I need this pain, to understand who I am, to understand
That it's my fault, and no one can save me
Let me bleed, let the pain set me free
And you tell me to forget, but forgetting would be betrayal
Everything I felt, everything I lost, I don't want healing, I don't want peace
I want the bitter and raw taste, I want the weight of the truth
Even if it comes without you

Let me bleed, let me feel the pain
It's the only way to face what I am
Don't give me advice, don't give me salvation
Let me bleed, until the end, until the last sensation
Let me bleed, I won't run away
I need this pain to finally redeem myself
I don't care how long it will last
I know that only then will I find myself

Let me bleed inside
Don't close that wound
She's all I have
Of what was once life
Let the longing flow
Like a tear in a veil
I prefer the pain of now
Than pretending it was heaven

And if the blood purifies me, so be it
Every drop that falls is a cry for me
I won't hide, I won't walk away
Let me bleed, let the pain teach me

Let me scream your absence
Let me whisper your pain
Leave that wound open
It's my way of love

Let me bleed, let me feel the pain
It's the only way to face what I am
Don't give me advice, don't give me salvation
Let me bleed, until the end, until the last sensation
Let me bleed, I won't run away
I need this pain to finally redeem myself
I don't care how long it will last
I know that only then will I find myself

Let me bleed inside
Don't close that wound
She's all I have
Of what was once life
Let the longing flow
Like a tear in a veil
I prefer the pain of now
Than pretending it was heaven