Flor Morta
Luke Lotus
Dead Flower
You arrived like someone who brings spring
It colored my chest, made me believe that it was sincere
He promised gardens where there were only thorns
And I, blinded by enchantment, went without fear along the path
I watered your silences with my faith
I gave everything I had, and you took it all away
The last petal I had left in bloom
And in the end, only the bitter taste of your love remained
You arrived like spring, you colored my whole world
He promised an eternal garden, but only planted the temporary one
I kissed your thorns thinking they were a flower
I smiled in pain thinking it was love
And when I saw, I was dry
No color, no light, no soul
It was supposed to be life, but it turned into a storm
Love that enchants, but takes sanity
It left me in ruins, it made me disbelieve
Of what was beautiful, of what was love
And I watered myself with your promises, I grew in the illusion of your speech
But everything that blossomed in me, you tore it out with your razor
You were a dead flower in a vase of illusion
It arrived like perfume and turned into rot
It made its home in me, then tore me out
Like weeds that the wind blew away
It was beauty that hurts, sweetness that deceives
Love that begins and ends in drama
You were the rose that bled my hand
Dead flower, root of my loneliness
I was your dead flower, withered in your chest
Beautiful from afar, sick inside
You picked me up just to see the flaw
He loved me only at the beginning, then he became poison
Your touch felt like healing, it was poison
He wrapped me in hugs that seemed gentle
But with each kiss, a part of me fell away
And in the mirror, I didn't even know who I would be
I peeled away my fears, I took away the protection
And you stepped on them without any compassion
And now I walk in fields that do not bloom
Because everything you touch, your lies grow old
There was too much Sun for little shade, there was too much thirst for little spring
You watered other souls, while mine died on the horizon
Your hugs became traps, your voice, silence that screams
And there I was, wanting to be earth, but you only saw ruins
It was supposed to be light, but it turned into a prison
Love that suffocates, corrodes the heart
Left me in pieces, without even looking back
And still, I call you in dreams that never return
You were a dead flower in a vase of illusion
It arrived like perfume and turned into rot
It made its home in me, then tore me out
Like weeds that the wind blew away
It was beauty that hurts, sweetness that deceives
Love that begins and ends in drama
You were the rose that bled my hand
Dead flower, root of my loneliness
I was your dead flower, withered in your chest
Beautiful from afar, sick inside
You picked me up just to see the flaw
He loved me only at the beginning, then he became poison
And even dead, I still smell you
Even though I'm wounded, I still hear your treacherous whisper
You didn't stay, but you left it in me
The most beautiful pain I've ever seen end
Now I'm a petal on the ground
Witness to what did not blossom, and yet I carry it in my heart
The love you never deserved
You were a dead flower in a vase of illusion
It arrived like perfume and turned into rot
It made its home in me, then tore me out
Like weeds that the wind blew away
It was beauty that hurts, sweetness that deceives
Love that begins and ends in drama
You were the rose that bled my hand
Dead flower, root of my loneliness
I was your dead flower, withered in your chest
Beautiful from afar, sick inside
You picked me up just to see the flaw
He loved me only at the beginning, then he became poison
You were a dead flower in a ruined garden
Beauty that hurts, lies that fascinate
I was your broken vase, your trampled ground
Your love, my most bitter fate
Dead flower, unforgiving flower
It was born in the chest and became a curse