Eu Queria Nem Ter Te Amado

In the silence of the night, I relive what has passed
Every moment of yours, that my chest shattered
I gave you the best of me, without fear of making mistakes
But in the end, I only learned to cry

What was sweet turned bitter
I lost my way
Between fake smiles
I lost my mind
I wish I hadn't even loved you
Escape from this torment
But your name still echoes in my thoughts

And I try to forget, but I can't help it
This fire that burns, that insists on burning
Between love and hate, I find myself lost
I wish I hadn't even loved you, been disconnected

I wish I hadn't even loved you (I'm serious)
So I don't feel this pain in my silent chest (oh-oh-woah)
So as not to remember the promises that were broken
I wish I hadn't even loved you
So as not to suffer the absence, the loneliness that remained
So as not to cry alone for what's left

Every word of yours was a knife in the soul
Each farewell, a storm without calm
I tried to be strong, but I weakened too much
I wish I hadn't even loved you, to erase what was left behind
Now I see clearly what I didn't want to see
That not all love deserves our giving
I wish I hadn't even loved you
So I don't get lost
But my heart insists on wanting you

What was sweet turned bitter
I lost my way
Between fake smiles
I lost my mind
I wish I hadn't even loved you
Escape from this torment
But your name still echoes in my thoughts

And I try to forget, but I can't help it
This fire that burns, that insists on burning
Between love and hate, I find myself lost
I wish I hadn't even loved you, been disconnected

I wish I hadn't even loved you (oh-oh-woah)
So as not to feel this pain in my silent chest
So as not to remember the promises that were broken
I wish I hadn't even loved you (oh, yeah)
So as not to suffer the absence, the loneliness that remained
So as not to cry alone for what's left

I wish I hadn't even loved you
But the heart does not understand reason
Even in pain, even in the past
I carry you with me in the palm of my hand
I wish I hadn't even loved you
But time doesn't erase what I felt
Even if it hurts, even if it's tired
There's still a piece of love in me

I wish I hadn't even loved you (oh-oh-woah)
So I don't feel this pain in my silent chest (oh, yeah)
So as not to remember the promises that were broken (Yeah-eh-eh-eh)
I wish I hadn't even loved you
So as not to suffer the absence, the loneliness that remained
So as not to cry alone for what's left

In the silence of the night, I still remember you
I wish I hadn't even loved you, but I don't regret it