Cativeiro

Your gaze is a cell without a lock, but no one leaves
Caught me in a touch, in a kiss that undoes me
You says you wants me, but you never gives me peace
Tied me up with promises that never come back
You captivate me with beautiful words
Kiss me and kill me, love me and avoid me
You built a castle with golden bars
You gave me an empty throne, no future, no choir
I walk in circles inside your gaze
I look for exits, but you know how to close
Every affection has a price charged
Your silence cuts me, your touch is heavy

And I still wait for what never comes
I justify you even though I feel disdain
Freedom calls me softly
But your voice screams louder on the way
I swore it was love, but it was prison
A power game disguised as passion
I tried to run away from what was hurting me
But your scent pulls me back, it's fatal

I'm living in captivity
In this bandit love, in this whole world
You handcuffed me with your silence
And I am hostage to your poison
I'm screaming in my thoughts
But your voice silences my feelings
Loving you became punishment
And yet, I follow you

You captivate me with beautiful words
Kiss me and kill me, love me and avoid me
In your captivity, I came to visit
I am just a memory in your restricted life
And yet, I come back to you
Even though I know I'm going to get lost
You trap me
And I let myself be captivated

You paint freedom with control
Kiss me and then erase my name
I'm just another trophy in your stained glass window
Another soul in your arsenal
Vows of love that change with the wind
Your eyes lie with such talent
Promise it will be different
But the poison always comes in the present
I keep counting the times I tried to leave
But fear embraces me, makes me give up
Between four walls, I'm just your shadow
In the captivity of your haunting touch

I screamed, but no one heard
You smiled when you hurt me
And now, the echo of your I love you
It's just the key to my disillusionment
Tell me it's love, but it feels like prison
Kiss me crying, but without heart
And even though I'm injured, I'm still waiting
Maybe a miracle, maybe a mistake (oh-oh-woah)

I'm living in captivity
In this bandit love, in this whole world
You handcuffed me with your silence
And I am hostage to your poison
I'm screaming in my thoughts
But your voice silences my feelings
Loving you became punishment
And yet, I follow you

You captivate me with beautiful words
Kiss me and kill me, love me and avoid me
In your captivity, I came to visit
I am just a memory in your restricted life
And yet, I come back to you
Even though I know I'm going to get lost
You trap me
And I let myself be captivated

Run away from me, but don't let me go
Your love is a cell and a revolt
If you love me, why do you lock me up?
If you want me, why don't you understand?
I wanted to hate you, but I'm dependent
Of your poison, of your absent heat
I wanted to leave you, but I don't know how to walk
Without your shackles to tie me down

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
I just want to love you, but it seems like I never will
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah

I'm living in captivity
In this bandit love, in this whole world
You handcuffed me with your silence
And I am hostage to your poison
I'm screaming in my thoughts
But your voice silences my feelings
Loving you became punishment
And yet, I follow you

You captivate me with beautiful words
Kiss me and kill me, love me and avoid me
In your captivity, I came to visit
I am just a memory in your restricted life
And yet, I come back to you
Even though I know I'm going to get lost
You trap me
And I let myself be captivated

I'm living in captivity
Your love is sweet, but treacherous
You handcuffed me with your silence
And I am hostage to your poison
Even begging for freedom
I still surrender to your wickedness
Captivity
And I still call you home
But I'm in captivity