Essa Canção

This song was the hardest I've written so far
Because it is based on my entire history
Days of glory were rare in my life
Sadness was practically carried out day by day
And since then I decided to start looking
A job to save, money to make
A goal that I have had since I was a kid
My mind insisted on dwelling

First track a real failure
He called me good, but I was actually weak
Poorly trained, I started singing based on emotion
And the tragedy of defeat lived in my heart
I was left speechless, they said I was a failure
That wasn't possible for me
It was a joke, Video Cassetada style
Passing on Faustão's Sunday
But then I stopped building verses
Because of a crazy person I almost ended up in hell
I wanted to deviate, take myself out of focus
And drag me into the mud

From then on I left my mind in a great trance
For if I were to plunge into such sin
I wouldn't have another chance
Or maybe it would, I can't say for sure
I dove into what I wanted, I ran over whoever was close by
During all this time I ignored feelings
And at no time do I regret it
If I could, I would do it all again
Because when I stay focused the idea never changes

Tears are streaming from my eyes now
Remembering how mediocre I was in each trajectory
Tears are streaming down my eyes at this moment
They come into contact with the paper
And they blur what I'm writing

Tears are streaming from my eyes now
Remembering how mediocre I was in each trajectory
Tears are streaming down my eyes at this moment

I chose a life of mediocrity
And as a result of that I was massacred by society
I decided not to acquire any vanity
And no wit
I know that my biggest flaw
It was not wanting to acquire sociability
And the inability to not let the trickery flow
They made sure I didn't acquire this skill
And so little did it allow anything beautiful in my life to be enjoyed
And even though I don't have any kind of prominence in my life
Watching battle videos, I went to the freestyle circles
To seek happiness amidst unhappiness
That permeates my countenance and also my mentality
I'm still looking for happiness today, certainly
Because the mind will not be fluent forever
Having ideas as fast as a force that drives me
Having thoughts as fast as the speed of light

Unfortunately, the complement of a life ends
It's when the lights go out
That ends a beautiful party
Even in the midst of this turbulent scenario
I consider myself happy with everything I have
I got lost in mischief
I acquired knowledge
Ineffectiveness because it is not good
It still makes my mind dizzy
And I've always been fighting for a beautiful life
In which something good in it thrives
Despite always having lived and acted like shit

Tears are streaming from my eyes now
Remembering how mediocre I was in each trajectory
Tears are streaming down my eyes at this moment
They come into contact with the paper
And they blur what I'm writing

Tears are streaming from my eyes now
Remembering how mediocre I was in each trajectory
Tears are streaming down my eyes at this moment