Desamarte (part. Camilo)

Here I am trying to forget you
Trying to be a little happier
I search for reasons to hate you
Maybe it’d be a bit easier that way

Like your good mornings so early in the day
Me wanting to sleep while you’re brewing the coffee
And now that I don’t hear you
Making noise around the house
I don’t want to wake up

How do I unlove you?
How do I forget you?
How do I talk about me
Without starting to talk about you?

And how do I get rid of
The sweetest memory?
If I really need it
To be able to move on

But what a fool I was
Thinking I could breathe
Without oxygen
I thought I’d be fine
But now I see I can’t

Without you
The bed feels like a desert
And at night I feel your absence
And even though it hurts, I accept it
I’m a typical case of dependency
And I don’t feel good
Since you’ve been gone
And I live pretending that one day you’ll come back
And even though I act tough, I can’t take it anymore

How do I unlove you?
How do I forget you?
How do I talk about me
Without starting to talk about you?

And how do I get rid of
The sweetest memory?
If I really need it
To be able to move on
But what a fool I was

Thinking I could breathe
Without oxygen
I thought I’d be fine
But now I see I can’t