Rencor

Hey, yo
We've done it again

Lucia
The one with the black logo
And not you

They told me you're doing well now
And that what we had is in the past
I hope what you chose is bringing you peace
I wish you the best, even though I've been bad
If I find you in another life, please don't act the same

I don't believe in resentment
It's lost by those who always wanted to give
Not by those who value nothing and lose what love is
You left like it was nothing, leaving me shattered
Making me think nothing mattered to you
And I'm still here, lying on your side of the bed
Wondering what you were missing

(Oh)

Our one plus one was never two

Today I looked for a tutorial that taught me to forget you
Since you're gone, it's hard for me to get up
The anxiety is back
It's hard for me to breathe
I look in the mirror and can't recognize myself
If you knew all the times I defended you (ah)
If I'd listened to what your ex-boyfriend said, I wouldn't be like this (oh)

And me believing you loved me, I was wrong
You weren't the love of my life, and I was fooling myself
I lived in this story, where there were never any fairies
But despite everything, you're forgiven

I don't believe in resentment
It's lost by those who always wanted to give
Not by those who value nothing and lose what love is
You left like it was nothing, leaving me shattered
Making me think nothing mattered to you
And I'm still here, lying on your side of the bed
Wondering what you were missing

(Oh)

Our one plus one was never two

Yeah
Bleeding again, again
With you, one plus one always adds up to three
I don't hold grudges, but I do know
That if someone looks like you, I'll keep my distance
I'll run wherever
Because I know selfish people never change
I don't feel resentment
I don't want a fight
With someone who doesn't say they'll take me back

I never wanted to hear your apologies
I never wanted to hear a thank you from you

But I know if you ask yourself questions
You'll know who was there and who created distance
I'm staying
I always stay for you
I was never a martyr
I love you

The difference is that you can sleep
And I, who gave everything for you, can't even sleep anymore

It's clear that we're different
And honestly, that crap fills me with pride
If the future comes and I resist
I'm glad I'm not around or saving you from yours

See you forever, my love
Just so you know, tougher things get forgotten
See you forever, my love
With these words, I'm not running, I'm concluding
I'm staying with myself until the day I have something new again
I'm not planning to change because I ran into someone who didn't know how to see it

I'm staying calm with myself
Knowing that at least I
Won't win at love
By treating love like a game

I don't believe in resentment
It's lost by those who always wanted to give
Not by those who value nothing and lose what love is
You left like it was nothing, leaving me shattered
Making me think nothing mattered to you
And I'm still here, lying on your side of the bed
Wondering what you were missing

(Oh)

Our one plus one was never two