Cien

I thought this wasn't a game for you
That you were taking me seriously
That our thing would keep growing
For quite some time
I should have noticed it from that moment
Where you ignored what I feel
Putting yourself first

Now that I think about it
I gave you my all
And at no moment did you give me even a ten
Days like months avoiding me
The closer I got
The further you moved away

I don't know if I should feel bad for trying
Or for knowing that you only used me
That forever
Was a never and you never loved me
Maybe I should have listened
To what they had told me
But I decided to ignore it

And maybe
I wasted my time idealizing you
And maybe
The biggest mistake was not walking away
And maybe
I should have told you that day I couldn't
I gave you my all
And at no moment did you give me even a ten
Days like months avoiding me
The closer I got
The further you moved away