Immobile

I approach the void that awaits me
I dive in, headfirst
My heart slowly covers itself

With blue

I'm scared
Of forgetting their presence
Of losing
The game of trust
The questions that gnaw at me
To lose myself a little
But it's not so easy
And in front of you, I freeze
But I remain still
It's like going on a trip
Not being able to turn the page
And getting lost once again
In your arms
It's like taking a highway
Forgetting what we fear
It's when I find myself alone
That I feel cold

I advance closer to this abyss
And I feel the wind pushing me
I know I'm not ready yet
I try to erase my anxieties
These pains, these horrors that pass through me
And sink deep into my being
But it's not so easy
And in front of you, I freeze
Yes, I remain still

It's like going on a trip
Not being able to turn the page
And getting lost once again
In your arms
It's like taking a highway
Forgetting what we fear
It's when I find myself alone
That I feel cold
I go against the flow
Lost in my childhood
Which drifts further and further away
And I feel like I'm falling
Lost in the arguments
That leave no room for reconciliation

It's like going on a trip
Not being able to turn the page
And getting lost once again
In your arms
It's like going on a trip
Not being able to turn the page
And getting lost once again
In your arms

It's like taking a highway
Forgetting what we fear
It's when I find myself alone
That I feel cold