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I should've never called you, everything gets darker by your side
I'd rather die and bleed by your side than stay sober with them around
Depression is my main dish, it's by my side every day
Anxiety hits when things go wrong, knocks on my door and makes me feel like a fool
My mom hates me now, I'm sure she's just waiting for the moment
For me to leave

A line of coke and an alprazolam, my mom was never a fan of me
I apologize for what I've done, now there's blood on my nose
I apologize for what I've done, my arm's now a fountain
I don’t care about my life anymore, I know this shit’s lost
I'm too young and not afraid of death. Cutting my arm has become a sport
School was never my strong suit, not even sure if I’ll finish this mess
Just thinking about it makes my legs shake

I should've never called you, everything gets darker by your side
I'd rather die and bleed by your side than stay sober with them around
Depression is my main dish, it's by my side every day
Anxiety hits when things go wrong, knocks on my door and makes me feel like a fool
My mom hates me now, I'm sure she's just waiting for the moment
For me to leave

A line of coke and an alprazolam, my mom was never a fan of me
I apologize for what I've done, now there's blood on my nose
I apologize for what I've done, my arm's now a fountain
I don’t care about my life anymore, I know this shit’s lost
I'm too young and not afraid of death, cutting my arm has become a sport
School was never my strong suit, not even sure if I’ll finish this mess
Just thinking about it makes my legs shake