Las Botas De Charro

How long I searched for your love,
and I walked drunk, drunk lost from loving you so much
I remember I was a kid and didn't
go to school because I couldn't stand six hours without seeing you.
My love grew stronger together
and one day you shouted at me
'I like men, I'm bored of boys'
and there I go breaking my destiny and in a bar
I traded my marbles for glasses of wine.

I was so angry with myself,
I didn't have a mustache, didn't carry a gun, didn't ride a horse
I was so angry with myself, I walked barefoot
and you liked cowboy boots.

I let time pass by.
I fought against everything, felt the years falling on my back.
And one night when I wasn't expecting you, you came back
silently and gave a kiss to my closed mouth,
I couldn't tell you to leave nor did I want you to see
that I had written your name a thousand times.
All I know is that I held you in my arms
letting my pride shatter into pieces
finally, I was a man.