Ausente de ti

When the silence deafened
The meaning of my life
And I wanted to be born again
When my head was exploding
With tangled words
And I wanted to be born again.

It was when I needed you
And lying with my pillow
I imagined your love

Then
Already in your depths
I woke up and you weren't there
And I wanted to cry

I fell asleep and soon died
For being absent from you
The next day I was born
And fought to survive

Then seeing you smiling
With a happy face
I cursed and hated you
For not having been there

Then
Watching your joy
I forgot my selfishness
And started living again

When
Already night seemed
And you left with the day
And back to start

I
Already in your depths
I woke up and you weren't there
And I wanted to cry

I fell asleep and soon died
For being absent from you
The next day I was born
And fought to survive

Then seeing you smiling
With a happy face
I cursed and hated you
For not having been there

I fell asleep and soon died
For being absent from you
The next day I was born
And fought to survive

Then seeing you smiling
With a happy face
I cursed and hated you
For not having been there