Quisiera

I wish once and for all
To rip your memory from my soul
To be able to stare at you
And to be able to tell you that I no longer love you

I wish to spend one night
Without feeling your lips kissing my body
I wish to wake up peacefully
And not crying all the time like I am doing

I wish to forget that I love you
Because it's killing me and hurting me
I wish to stop missing you
But I can't achieve it not matter how hard I try

I wish not to think about you
And erase you from my mind even for a moment
I wish to wake up one day
And not feel you here in my heart so deeply

But your memory hits my soul
It leaves me powerless, it steals my calm
I wish I could stop adoring you
I would live happily without having to miss you
But I love you so much and everything has been useless
I can't tear you from my thoughts
You're so deep within me
That I don't know what to do
Without you, I swear I'm dying

I wish not to think about you
And erase you from my mind even for a moment
I wish to wake up one day
And not feel you here in my heart so deeply

But your memory hits my soul
It leaves me powerless, it steals my calm
I wish I could stop adoring you
I would live happily without having to miss you
But I love you so much and everything has been useless
I can't tear you from my thoughts
You're so deep within me
That I don't know what to do
Without you, I swear I'm dying