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I'm finding my way through the smoke
Somehow I can see
And relaxed and in control
I let go
Of everything they made me feel

I've taken refuge in scenes
Of sensuality
And in the warmth of my sheets I
Wrap myself up.

I'm next to me
Deep breath
And feeling like I feel nothing
I'm next to you
I don't want to leave
Here there's no nausea
To make me throw up.

My blood's not safe
For a transfusion
Just to be clear, I didn't
Get into this for anyone
I'm here because I
Want to be
And the moment I decide
I’ll walk away from here
It's just that I go out and my soul
Gets poisoned.

I'm next to me
Deep breath
And feeling like I feel nothing
I'm next to me
The emptiness brought us together
Here I am among
Colored glass

I'm next to me
Deep breath