Como Debo Andar

Los Abuelos de La Nada's song 'Como Debo Andar' delves into the tumultuous emotions of heartbreak and the struggle for self-acceptance. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with intense feelings of despair and confusion after a significant relationship ends. The opening lines, 'Al salir el sol me quiero matar, agarro hojas de afeitar,' starkly convey the depth of the protagonist's pain, hinting at suicidal thoughts as a metaphor for the overwhelming sorrow they feel. This raw expression sets the tone for the rest of the song, where the protagonist battles with their inner turmoil and the external chaos of the world around them.

As the day progresses, the protagonist's mental state deteriorates further, symbolized by the line 'La cabeza me arde,' indicating a burning, relentless headache. The mention of different locations like 'Recoleta' and 'Parque Saavedra' adds a layer of realism, grounding the emotional narrative in familiar urban settings. The protagonist's reckless behavior, such as riding a motorcycle at high speeds, underscores their desperation and desire to escape their emotional pain. The repeated refrain 'Debo andar mal!' reflects their self-awareness of their deteriorating mental state.

In the latter part of the song, the protagonist shifts from self-pity to a more reflective stance. They recall the reasons their partner gave for ending the relationship, such as not working, being crazy, and having unresolved issues. This introspection leads to a moment of clarity where the protagonist acknowledges their flaws and the impact of their actions. The song concludes with a hopeful twist, as the protagonist declares 'Debo andar bien!' suggesting a newfound determination to improve and move forward. This journey from despair to self-realization and the quest for personal growth is a powerful narrative that resonates with anyone who has experienced the pain of a broken relationship.