cómo te va? (part. Beret)

Although I know that heaven doesn't exist
I believed in what you promised
I was afraid and you caught me
You comforted me and then screwed me over

What you did to me was criminal
I watered the flower and you rotted it
I was metal and you rusted me
You blamed me and then you left

I didn't want to be the first
Nor even the love of your life
I was your friend, I was your advisor
I let myself go and it wasn't worth it, no

Where are you? How are you doing?
I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory doesn't go away
It's not the time for you to come back now

How do I explain who I was for you?
How do I explain if you're not here?
I promised you heaven and it didn't make sense
Because in reality, we were already there

But she's leaving, leaving, leaving
Knowing that she longs for what she leaves behind
Because she will go, will go, will go
Just because I never knew how to explain

You are like the wind and I no longer breathe you
We were never slow, there was no path
I'm not with anyone, and you're only with me
We cut each other and yet we grew

I didn't want to be the first
Nor even the love of your life
I was your friend, I was your advisor
I let myself go and it wasn't worth it, no

Where are you? How are you doing?
I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory doesn't go away
It's not the time for you to come back now

Where are you? How are you doing?
I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory doesn't go away
It's not the time for you to come back now

That I'm no longer want to change
I realized
You were my weakness
It hurts and tightens

That's why I don't want you to come back, I no longer trust
When you're near I only feel cold
I will cry my sorrows, I will jump into the void
I will get out of this but not with you

I didn't want to be the first
Nor even the love of your life
I was your friend, I was your advisor
I let myself go and it wasn't worth it, no

Where are you? How are you doing?
I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory doesn't go away
It's not the time for you to come back now

Where are you? How are you doing?
I wonder if I'm still alone
Your memory doesn't go away
It's not the time for you to come back now