TIROS

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GZ (GZ)
Ay (Ay)

Either I quit the drugs or my girl leaves me
These things keep happening 'cause I can't hide
Damn, for thirty roses, girls offer pleasure
In the parking lot, shooting up with needles in their skin

The less I use, the harder the day gets
But I don’t want to go back, that’d be cowardly
There’s a lack of prevention and too much police
And they’re on commission like the city’s construction

Cangas, a town of stoners and junkies
What you see in winter isn’t the same as summer, no
Bars full of alcoholic dads
In bars, juggling with their stomachs

You know or you don’t? Tastes like nothing, this shit must be cut
Do I take another hit or just bail? The devil’s coming for me
I want to quit, but I don’t even know who to call
Lamine Yamal feeding off me since I was a kid

With all the cash I’ve spent on weed, I could pay a mortgage
Now I gotta grow to pay the tax man
Shit, another relapse, it’s the coffee liqueur
Then I want to cleanse my conscience by cleaning my record

I promised my folks I’d stay clean
I lie to myself, then to them, and repeat the cycle
Save a spot in Hell, here comes Pedrito
I dreamed of being free but ended up just being rich

Sharpen your fangs, the favorite even if it pisses you off
15 years in the game, you haven’t even done 2 in style
This track’s about drugs, it’s a shame for now
My lady sees the center closer than the wedding

My heart’s rotten, my brothers are messed up
The records don’t spin, now they’re turning to the detour
I don’t trust anyone, give me air, I’m lost
And thank God I still have my parents and Darío

Sending a big hug to those who wish me dead
Who miss the luck of knowing me
The snake sheds its skin, the poison is persistent
Penitent, it plants seeds every Friday in my mind

Am I brave? I don’t know, at least I admit my problems
More than what you do writing tracks
You idealize drugs you’ve never felt on your skin
Hope you end up like me, consumed by the paper

The high life isn’t life, it’s all lies and decoration
If you knew how much it hurts to see your brother hooked
To see your dad drunk and your family worried
But there’s always one more, the fish bites its tail

I weighed myself and lost 5 kilos in six days
I’m in fight weight to combat my hypocrisy
Always a leash, but how well I lied to myself
And I thought I couldn’t write without smoking Mary

I wrote all this without a joint in my mouth
Without a line of coke, honestly, I feel like an idiot
For still wanting to live in this crazy life
Reliving the high that makes me suffer and tears me apart

I want to leave it all behind, but I don’t know if I can
To be me again
I have love for others, but I don’t love myself
I just feel the fear

I want to leave it all behind, but I don’t know if I can
To be me again
I have love for others, but I don’t love myself
I just feel the fear
I just feel the fear
I just feel the fear