LUZ (part. Pequeño Rodriguez)

My blood boils
When I see things I can't have
And I wish for an eternal life
Please, give me that light, I couldn't have it
Have it (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

I've looked to the other side so many times
I know you don't deserve it
But I'm not your hero or your boss (no, no, no, no)
Arguing over dumb shit until you disappear
And it seems like now you're happier with him
I prayed to have you, but the devil got lucky (ah-ah)
He warns me that alone I'm stronger (ah)
Having you by my side is living in the past
And I'd rather be dying slowly in the present (what?)
You lie when you say we were both happy
Time heals everything, but I see the scars
Now I spend white nights, suffer gray days
I'm what you hated, so thanks, you got it (ah-ah)
You saw me lose myself, no one pulled me from the pit (yeah, eh)
There's not even air left from those glorious days
The stormy sky, the blurry memories (what?)
'Cause everything I touch, I destroy

I hope I see you and it doesn't hit me
I hope I see you and it doesn't hit me
For looking the other way
For looking the other way

My blood boils
When I see things I can't have
Knowing she lived a tremendous life
Tremendous

What life has given me
I won't give it back
Is it truth or lies
What I'm experiencing
And life has given me
Everything I have
And whether it's truth or lies
The lament I feel
The lament I feel

My blood boils
When I see things I can't have
Knowing she lived a tremendous life
Tremendous