Alltid - Aldrig

I'm sitting and shaking
Happiness and despair combined
Like water with the sweetest juice
The stranglehold that life has around my neck
Has momentarily loosened, and I can finally breathe
For the first time in what feels
Like an eternity I feel happy
Beleaguered and relieved at the same time

I’m shaking from the euphoria that’s tearing and scratching me
I want to get away from here, to some place
Where light and shadows live in harmony
And dance the waltz of life with me until I die

Come and dance with me, let’s sing together
Jump around in the forest clearings, laughing
And for a moment just exist
For nothing, just nothing
The complete omission
Of everything, is simply everything, at this moment, at that moment
Always, never