Não Vou Te Ver Amanhã

Drowning in the well of pain
No, it’s not your fault, babe
I’ve been using fear as an excuse
So much to say, but no one to hear
Out of strength, neck in the noose, it’s all I could do
Oh, I tried, I swear I tried
Doing everything for everyone, those I loved the most
For God’s sake, I cared, I’d kill for you
All I wanted was to see you not suffer
So far from everything, in a cold, dark place
The walls suffocate me, I don’t even know what fresh air is anymore
Even with a hardened heart, I can’t forget
I just wanted a chance to be who I want to be
But no one can save a doomed future
It’s pointless to pray if no one hears from the other side
Drowning in sin with everything crumbling
I feel dead inside, but still breathing
The sound of silence soothes my heart
The memories of us erase my distress
I feel your breath justifying why
Lying down imagining the future I won’t have
Babe, yeah, the world isn’t fair, I know
I swear, the plan was to grow old with you all
And I who never believed in heaven, angels to guard
Now I really hope there’s someone up there

Don’t cry when I’m gone, no
I’ll be here, always
But please understand then
That the best always die by their own hands
Don’t cry when I’m gone, no
I’ll be here, always
But please understand then
That the best always die by their own hands

Yeah, and the fix doesn’t cover the damage
How am I supposed to live far from those I love?
It’s impossible, I feel my chest burning
Bad omen, cold tears, something’s gonna happen
Maybe the biggest mistake I ever made
I didn’t know who I loved until I lost them
Now everything makes sense, calm down, it’s just karma
Blood-stained shirt just dirtier than my soul
Always keeping the mask, playing indestructible
Who knows if I had been a little more sensitive
But it was impossible, I’ve always been inattentive
I’d give anything to go back in time
Everything fading and can’t go back
The sky darkening, I feel it’s too late
Without breath, isolated, walking with the shadows
Yeah, I was wrong, my heart isn’t made of stone

Don’t cry when I’m gone, no
I’ll be here, always
But please understand then
That the best always die by their own hands
Don’t cry when I’m gone, no
I’ll be here, always
But please understand then
That the best always die by their own hands

I cared more than anything in this life, you know
I think I’ve exhausted the attempts
And the more I tried to see, the more I felt blind
Can you hear me while I pray?
Like at the last supper, blood boiling in my veins
I imagine a thousand reasons to give up, but it doesn’t help
I think of us alone, the promises I made
I no longer care how I’m getting out of here
Please, don’t feel pity, guilt, or hate either
Tell my little one that everything will be alright
Not for a second cry or feel bad
Everything will make sense when it’s all over
I never wanted to drown in my own blood
Now, my plans are no longer relevant
But there’s only one way to keep my soul sane
I’m sorry babe, I won’t see you tomorrow