Panico (part. Takagi & Ketra)

You're just another mistake I could've avoided
On a rooftop for our first date just to scream
Seeing each other just for a hookup, then crashing down

And outside it's thick fog
And why are you quiet now?
What do you want me to say?
And how do you, how do you always pretend
And then give me a shove and make me fall down?

You know it, I'm gonna freak out
Like always, tell me what you're doing now
I'm drinking the usual

It'll be toxic and I know it won't
Be like it used to be
Two bouncers are escorting me to the door
I never had a plan, now I've got a couple on standby
For the panic

I'm the last one left
Watching everyone leave
I keep getting colder and emptier
Feels like Milan on New Year's Day

It seems like I'm pretending nothing's wrong
But every day I pile on more stories
I know you know how it feels
To be without a guardian angel

We live like there's no tomorrow
I leave the car with the keys inside
And I run to get you a new dress
That'll look better on the floor

I push until that mascara runs
You're the good, but you turn into the bad
We're a masterpiece of cinema
With a finale to forget

And you know it, I'm gonna freak out
Like always, tell me what you're doing now
I'm drinking the usual

It'll be toxic and I know it won't
Be like it used to be
Two bouncers are escorting me to the door
I never had a plan, now I've got a couple on standby
For the panic

Maybe even tonight
I lose my voice for saying nothing
I think about our open wounds
I break down doors only if necessary

You know it, I'm gonna freak out
Like always, tell me what you're doing now
I'm drinking the usual

It'll be toxic and I know it won't
Be like it used to be
Two bouncers are escorting me to the door
I never had a plan, now I've got a couple on standby
For the panic