Terapia

Stop showing up
I want to stop remembering how you left
I'm so tired of you popping up again
When you walked away

And I know you’re not coming back
And why would you? I wish that
Even though I don’t get why you were like that
Why?

You turned away from me
Not a word you said
Just go, I can’t take it anymore
Get the hell away from me, don’t come back again

(Again)
And don’t come back again
Again

Maybe I should just keep going to therapy
Even though it’s hard when I can’t scream
In your face

What the hell was that?
Why did you do that?
I don’t get you
I don’t think I can

Just stop fucking with my heart
With your betrayal and that you were my friend

And stop showing up
Because I can’t take remembering
Where this pain comes from
It comes from your heart

I thought I knew it, but I was wrong again
And I don’t want to carry this, just get over
It

Just get over you
I want to get over you
I want to be able to see you
I don’t want to hug you

But at least
I hope you’re at peace
In my mind