Ho Creduto a Me

I believed in myself
Stuck at a station
Empty of joy
Full of people
It's the ones who stay
That win, I stay

I believed in myself
Like I was someone else
Who tells me: Just go
Go this time too
Who tells me: Just listen
To what you already know

I just wanted to lean on a heart
And have the time to build

When to say too much
I never said a thing
When the blood in my veins
Was lead by now
When you said: I'm sorry
But it was way too little
And you decided to leave
Unfortunately, I didn't

I believed in myself
In my dark eyes
Like on certain nights
When you can't breathe
When the sky falls
But you don't die
And it ends here
This fine rain
That strips the air
Like a season
I lied to everyone
But I believed in myself

I just wanted to shoot at a heart
A shot without a silencer

When to say too much
I never said a thing
When the blood in my veins
Was lead by now
When you said: I'm sorry
But it was way too little
And you decided to go out
To silence a pain
I really didn't.