Flashback

I trust you
Even though I shouldn't
In the dark
I deserve the sun

Every part of me
Still sees in replay
The beginning of the end of a love

I swear I would hide
Among the rays of the North Pole
Or the skyscrapers in Shanghai
Right where you won't
Ever come back to me

Go far away
Far away from the void
To find another me
I see who I was
I hear the noise
Of those very long weekends

And an umbrella covers me while
The memory rains down on me
Of just the two of us
Now that we are lights out
You return in my flashbacks

Go far away
Burn the photos
Where I'm next to you
I see who I was
I hear the last thunder
Of those very long weekends
Of you, I have less than nothing left
Just violent caresses
Imprinted on the skin
Now you return in my mind

From me
Who doesn't know what resentment is
I've understood this on my own
I feel those blows and the pain
Only in my flashbacks
Only in my flashbacks

Go far away
Start from after
From when I'm someone else, now
And I love who I am
But the noise remains
Of those very long weekends

How many lies told slowly
And how many promises
Come back to mind
Now that we are lights out
You return in my flashbacks

I love who I am
But the noise remains
When you return in my flashbacks