33 (part. Dillom)

I don’t have as many friends anymore, but they’re my people
If it doesn’t make me laugh, I don’t find it funny
Some say: With age, you lose your spark
That all the time, looking back, was always better

It passed me in a heartbeat
Those who left, I carry with me
I’m riding the wave and it doesn’t make me dizzy
Used to chase the hit, now I make classics

And now it’s me who beats time
I fell, I died, I was reborn, I have my memories
And now no, the wind doesn’t carry me away
I fell, I died, I was reborn, it’s my best moment

Sometimes I look back and it gives me chills
Lost so many friends along the way
I feel the guilt eating me up for being here
But I have to be this way, this is my place

I think about what my fate is
While I finish another glass of wine
I know for sure that one day this will end
I’m ready for when the big finale comes

And now it’s me who beats time
I fell, I died, I was reborn, I have my memories
And now no, the wind doesn’t carry me away
I fell, I died, I was reborn, it’s my best moment

A little less humor and a little more anxiety
I don’t care if you like me, I could be your mom
I enjoy the irony, I don’t sleep during the day
I live in my fantasy, if I die, I die in mine

As the lights come on, the room empties
And remember you’re alone at the end of the day
You can’t please both the Devil and God
And that’s why I’d rather be in the wrong with both

And now it’s me who beats time
I fell, I died, I was reborn, I have my memories
And now no, the wind doesn’t carry me away
I fell, I died, I was reborn, it’s my best moment