Lament

I'm so far away
From everything I dream of
When and where I am
I'm scared I'll miss all the good stuff
I can't take it anymore
Can't stand myself and my world any longer
But there's no one who sees me
And there's no one who knows me
I stay here within myself

Right among you
I live a life without a sound
Even when you see me
You only look at me, not into me
I, undiscovered
Not yet mapped out, not yet found
So I remain untouched
So I stay endlessly depressed
I stay here within myself

Still in flesh and blood
Still alive and loving and dreaming
But the dreams just slip away
Slip away on the rough coat of this world
I, can't leave
Until I tear this coat apart
Just a little tear is enough
Just a little tear will do
So I can sleep