Diener Eines Geistes

Here I stand
Elevated above pain and wounds
Here I stand and look down at myself
Servant of a spirit
In conflict divided
I am ready
Servant of a spirit
In conflict divided
I am ready
Two voices rule my mind
And I simply can't understand myself anymore
Yet I am elevated - Even above the greatest conflict
I am ready
Get your knife out
Cut your soul
Hear your screams
Drink this blood
And enjoy
I am alone -
Alone together
I hid my eyes behind blindfolds
And hoped to be able to leave
You whore
Now I look in the mirror
And fall to the ground in shock
You're starting to understand slowly
I lie at my feet
And look up at myself
Free yourself
Show me your flesh
Cut my body
And fuck my soul
Drink this juice and let it become fruitful
You won't get rid of me
I scream in your head
From within I crush your skull
Feel your pain
Feel my hatred
Show me your wounds
I make them bleed again
I am alone -
Alone together
Leave me alone -
No, leave me alone -
No, I beg you -
No, I haven't done anything to you
You lied to me
You cheated on me -
Yes, do you want to pay for it -
Yes, do you want to bleed for it -
Yes, I want to punish myself for it
I want to slaughter myself
I want